after talking to my close friends, i realize i am not alone. what is it about this time in our lives? is it 26? i don't remember 24 feeling like this. transitions, the pull inside that wants both stability of commitment (one place, one job, one love) and the freedom to come and go as i please. deciding one moment i want all, and the next none of these... how to make a positive contribution to the world in some way, while surviving, while thriving. i could go on and analyze it, i have. but something new to try....
it's ok that i feel this way now. that's all.